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'Did Your Father Touch You?”'

A daughter regrets the lie that sent her father to prison:

When he asks Chaneya why she told officials at the medical clinic that her father had sexually assaulted her, she gives the same answer three times: “I don’t know.”

When he asks what she’d say to the judge if he interrogated her about why she lied, she doesn’t quite answer the question, instead saying, “I want my father to come back home.”

The interview ends after 25 minutes, but then her grandmother asks one final question: Where did the story that she told on the witness stand come from?

“I just made it up,” she says.

PUBLISHED: Dec. 29, 2013
LENGTH: 22 minutes (5595 words)

The Man Who Charged Himself With Murder

[Not single-page] In the fall of 1993, Trevell Coleman, a former rapper part of Puff Daddy's Bad Boy crew, shot a man and fled. Haunted by the incident, Coleman turns himself in to the police nearly two decades later:

"Several years after they got married, he told her that he’d fired a gun at a stranger when he was a teenager. 'One time he said he shot someone and they lived,' she says. Another time, it was a slightly different story: 'He shot someone, and he doesn’t know what happened to them.' She wasn’t sure what to think. Once, while he was high, he’d announced he was Jesus. He’d also accused her of being a cop. At least three times, he’d been carted off to hospital psych wards.

"Coleman confided his secret to three other people, too: his mother, his daughter’s mother, and a friend. He recalls that his mother responded by saying: 'Well, that was a long time ago, that was in the past.' And then she’d change the subject. 'I don’t think she really believed me,' he says. 'She was just bringing up other stuff: ‘Are you still going to the rehab?’ She didn’t really want to talk about it.'

"Coleman would sometimes mention that he was thinking of going to the police. 'I would bring it up just so people would be like: "Man, you can’t be serious. Don’t ever do that." And I’d be like: "You know, you’re right," ' he says. He was hoping somebody would make a convincing argument for moving on. 'I just wanted somebody to say, "Don’t worry about it," ' he says. But after a while, he found that no matter whom he told—or what they said—nothing could quiet his conscience. 'There wasn’t really an answer I could get. I was looking for something that wasn’t there.'"
PUBLISHED: Nov. 18, 2012
LENGTH: 18 minutes (4697 words)

31 Shocks Later

[Not single-page] A young man with developmental problems develops post-traumatic-stress disorder after receiving 31 shocks at the Judge Rotenberg Center, shedding light on the school's controversial behavior-modification program:

"At first there were no electric shocks. Israel and his workers relied instead on other 'aversive treatments': pinching the soles of their feet, squirting them in the face with water, forcing them to sniff ammonia. One student’s punishment for biting: ten spanks on the buttocks, a cool shower, ten 'rolling pinches' on the arm, and a time-out wearing a 'white-noise helmet.' New York State sent its first student to Israel in 1976.

"A few years later, New York State officials did an inspection. 'Superficially … the program is very impressive,' they wrote in a subsequent report. 'Children, who are obviously handicapped, are engaged in activities and are seldom exhibiting inappropriate behaviors.' But, they concluded, 'the children are controlled by the threat of punishment. When that threat is removed, they revert to their original behaviors.' Ultimately, the officials found the program’s effect on its students to be 'the singular most depressing experience that team members have had in numerous visitations to human-service programs.'"
PUBLISHED: Sept. 2, 2012
LENGTH: 19 minutes (4860 words)

The Life and Death of Pvt. Danny Chen

[Not single-page] Chen, a 19-year-old who grew up in New York's Chinatown, joins the Army. Nine months later, he's found dead in Afghanistan from a self-inflicted gunshot wound, after facing constant abuse from his superiors:

"The Army recently announced that it was charging eight soldiers—an officer and seven enlisted men—in connection with Danny Chen’s death. Five of the eight have been charged with involuntary manslaughter and negligent homicide, and the coming court-martial promises a fuller picture of the harrowing abuse Chen endured. But even the basic details are enough to terrify: What could be worse than being stuck at a remote outpost, in the middle of a combat zone, tormented by your superiors, the very same people who are supposed to be looking out for you? And why did a nice, smart kid from Chinatown, who’d always shied from conflict and confrontation, seek out an environment ruled by the laws of aggression?"
PUBLISHED: Jan. 7, 2012
LENGTH: 15 minutes (3999 words)

Machete

Mohamed Jalloh and his family fled rebels in Sierra Leone for the relative safety of New York. Then the danger caught up with them.
PUBLISHED: Nov. 1, 2010
LENGTH: 14 minutes (3624 words)